rebirth

Am posting after a considerable gap of time. Have been from heaven to hell, realised it was the other way round, and now am contemplating the next course of action.
Was in Gurgaon for a month doing my summer internship for a company here until the project was scheduled to be scrapped and so had to hurry and finish up the work.
Meanwhile i have had a few life changing experiences.. first i realized that the world as i wanted to make it is not yet ready for it. so have changed my track and am willing to play the waiting game till such time as the time is ripe. more on this as it comes out gradually..
Have been reading a lot to combat the boredom here, and have nearly finished "The Fountainhead", and have discovered a mirror to my thoughts, not necessarily in the mould of the hero-worship of characters in a movie or novel, but in the way of looking at the world 'objectively'. I can state that at a certain age, every person should read this novel, it will present to him a glass through which the world's problems appear simplified, things which you were not able to figure out become cystal-clear.
I wont reveal anything about the book though, that enjoyment should be allowed to the reader when he holds the book in his own hands and sits or lies down with it.

Have made up some changes i would like to accomplish in myself, have set some principles and realised that the time to take responsibily has come. no longer can I afford to ignore the world as it is, dreaming wistfully of a new order which would be just perfect.

a motto i have to take up for the time being, till such time as there is no longer a need for it --
"Money is Everything"